Mandy Morris shares her deepest secrets and how they manifested as her childhood trauma. Her transformation journey began when she was just 13 years old. One day, she had to attend the funeral of her close friend, who died unexpectedly of a brain aneurysm. On that same day, her father called Mandy, and that call changed her. He didn’t say anything particularly disturbing. However, she felt something was off—through his voice and intonation. She knew that it was a goodbye call.

As a lot of children do, she internalized this experience and took all the blame on herself. She thought that she could have somehow prevented her dad’s suicide. Fortunately, Mandy’s wise mother did everything she could to keep him alive. Little did Mandy know that her father had been fighting his own demons. He never worked with his childhood trauma and became the source of trauma for his kids. He wanted love, but it was only within himself that he could get all the love he needed. However, she learned this lesson much later and wants to help others realize it.

That incident completely changed Mandy as a person. From an intelligent, nurturing, kind-hearted child, she was slowly turning into someone without a purpose and with destructive inclinations. Throughout her school and university years, she tried to drown herself in abusive relationships and eating disorders. That’s how she wanted to escape from her traumatic memories and self-deprecating thoughts.

At one moment, she realized that she was not herself. She felt a strong need to come back to her genuine loving self through being an absolute vessel of love. And that’s when her life started to change for the better. She started asking herself questions and found all the answers within. That’s how her journey towards her best self through manifesting began. She discovered various practices and techniques that helped her find opportunities, purpose, and even life’s magic.

During that period of her life, she learned that trying to escape your problems doesn’t do you any good—instead, you should face all your fears. Moreover, she realized that surrendering to a higher power will show you your way. Being proactive and loving yourself are the best ways to overcome your inner trauma and start living in the present.